Hi I´m 16 and i have committed so many sins which repulse others as well as myself. I consider myself right now in my life to be a horrible disgusting person and i can only admit to what Ive done. the Biggest sins that Ive made are beastiality, sodomy, felching, and masturbation. During masturbation Ive tried horrible things. The main thing which Ive done is sucking my own penis. Ive lied, and cheated on tests. I have no idea what to do except turn toward the lord and beg forgiveness i want to go to an actual church to confess but my parents never take me, so here i am. All that i ask is that the lord take these sins away because i want to be apart of the kingdom of heaven instead of being cast down in hell. I want to make amends for my actions.