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When I was a young teenager, I am in my early 20s now, I somehow became tempted to a sexual idea of animals. I first experimented with masturbating dogs.
Eventually I came to allow them to mount me. Also having trouble coping with a masturbation addiction since I was 13, I found it an exciting, though sometimes painful, way to get off. It wasnīt until I was around 20 that I finally quit dogs completely. I would still masturbate to animal pornography on the internet and became turned on to horses.
Last month when I was home, I crept to a horse ranch around three in the morning and masturbated a stallion. I left feeling overwhelmed with guilt and decided that I had crossed the line. Though I still masturbated to horse pornography when I got home, I knew that I had done too much.
Since then, I have no desire to be physically intimate with animals, but still find animal pornography occasionally. Iīve got much better about masturbating, but I still consider it a problem.
I know thatīs a lot of confessing, but I feel much better.
I pray God will forgive me.